To Say Goodbye

Now that some time has gone by
I can go on with my life
Perhaps I can figure out why
You had to say your goodbyes

I know that you're out there somewhere
In time I hope to find myself there
With you standing right next to me
For the rest of eternity

Why did you leave me here by myself?
Knowing that nobody would help
Tearing away at my chronic sadness
Is how you were drove by such madness

Questions ill never have answered
Not even by the sick or insane
Ill never forgive you for that
Plaguing my sick bastard brain

Ill never see you again
Six feet down is what used to be my good friend
Now she's gone with a hole in her head and no life to defend

I just have one thing to say
Why did it happen that day?
Why did you take your own life?
Leaving me so far behind

Id drown the whole world with my tears
From the sorrow I've had these past years
You could have said something to me
Instead of setting yourself free

Watch yourself now before you go next
Don't fill your head with guilt or bad thoughts to dissect
These feelings are new I don't even know what to expect

As I am closing this song
I ask that you please keep me strong
With everything that I go through
Inspiration always comes from you

Forever your heart will stay here
Along with your love I hold dear
I wish that you stayed for a while
So that I could see one more smile